PERFECT PAIN

That's my boy, bitch!
& I jus wanna hear those 3 little words ILY again..

Drake - Messages From You

I hate getting, messages from you, from you
It's like you know the perfect shit to say
Fucks up my whole day
I thought that all these feelings went away
I hate getting, messages from you, from you
Especially when you say you should've stayed
Fucks up my whole day
I thought that all these feelings went away
Ohhh

Ooh, I hate the shit you do
I hate the shit you do, I hate the shit you do
I hate the shit you do, I hate the shit you do
But I still text you back, say I miss you too 

CONGRATS ROXANNE!

My lil sis graduated today from E.C.T.A. @ the Orleans Arena!

Me, Roxanne, Randy

I'm so proud of her! She's also CNA certified! I can't believe I graduated 2 years ago and now my baby sis is really growin up. This week has been hectic, esp. today gettin everything ready.. But my sister deserved everything to be perfect today & I def. made sure it was! So thankful for a boyfriend who deals w/ my bitchy-ness!

+ MY FAV. CANDIES!!! (Instagram)

Thanks to my fav. aunties who flew over to the mainland from Hawaii<3 I wish I could go on a vacay back home, but school is my #1 priority right now. I'm so excited for my summer break this month!

RED VELVET.. BITE IT ;)

My new summer look - "Dark intense red blonde" & I absolutely LOVE it ;)

I used to be that girl that dyed her hair like crazy, always somethin different.. Til' I realized I was killing the shit out of my hair and I don't wanna be bald when I'm 30 -_- So.. I dyed my hair back to it's natural color (black) and chopped off about 15 in. up to my shoulder last summer. I've been good to my hair alllllll year so I decided it was time to change my look up a bit!

I miss my long hair!! I've been growing my hair out and only trimming/re-layering it throughout the yr, but it's still only about 6 in. below shoulder length! Any tips on how to grow hair faster would be appreciated! lol

Top half red / Bottom half black
- (Webcam photo shows the color darker than it is)

SUMMA, SUMMA, SUMMA TIME!!

A MUST HAVE from Hellz-Bellz new collection '11 =)

Slash dress in sorbet

I really love this!! A bit pricy, but I'm in love! Too bad I'm currently a jobless f/t unlv student, the dress is screaming "Buy me!!!!!!!!!" I need a suga daddy A.S.A.P. -_- 'True Life: Broke college student' haha

Spring sem. '11 officially ended the second week of May, but lucky me.. Summer session 1 started the following week. I decided to stay in school throughout the entire summer, gotta stay motivated. Striving at it's finest. I really don't mind it, I have the rest of my life to do w/e the fuck I please! ;) But, I'm overdue for a little get-away vay-cay.. Gotta keep myself sane!

RAPTURE

"The Rapture" will (supposedly) occur tonight 6 p.m. Eastern time.

The priest/radio host who foretold this, has wrongly prophesized about this event in 1994. I admit, I was scared when I first heard about all of this, but ONLY GOD KNOWS! Also, it really annoys the shit outta me how much of a big deal ppl on social networks have made this. Really?! + Grow up! Who says "I'm gonna be taking a shit when I die lol" & things similar to that? Get fucking real, if the world was really ending and you saw a tsunami coming towards you as tall as the Stratosphere.. You would hold on to your mama and cry your eyes out. 

Btw, I'm 2 years away from graduating from college and starting a whole new life. I'd really like to accomplish all the goals that I have, travel all over the world, get married, have a family, and die in peace knowing I had a full life. LIFE IS A BLESSING, and should not be taken advantage of. We were all given life by God, and he can take it away just as easily. So be thankful for everything that you have, instead of always wanting more. Appreciate those who love you and take care of you, don't push them away.. and live a beautiful life.

"LOVE AND OTHER DRUGS"

Las Vegas is a big fucking playground, and everyone now knows that EDC (Electric Daisy Carnival) will be held here this summer @ The Las Vegas Motor Speeday. Woohooooo!! Hahaha, Not.

I'm not a saint or think I'm better than everyone, but I have learned a great deal from being a sinner. We all know why most people attend "raves" and it's not about the music although most claim that it is. It's about the drugs that alter the chemical functioning of the brain which creates some sort of bloody euphoria that makes people "feel good" while killing hundreds of brain cells. Not to mention, drugs are already dangerous and can cause death without being in 100+ degree weather with thousands of sweaty people perspiring, adding more heat and humidity. I'm also not denying that there are people who truly love "EDM" and artists such as Tiesto & Afrojack, but most people I know have only heard of them & 'fell in love' w/ their music only because of taking drugs such as ecstasy. Personally, I'm not in love with techno / electronic / house, etc. music but I do like some songs. It gets annoying or gives me a headache. I know plenty of teens younger than I am that do drugs and think it's so cool that they go to raves.. And all I can do is roll my eyes. Don't get me wrong tho, I've always wanted to go to a huge rave & just experience life and all there is to do, but it wouldn't be fun if I was the only sober one standing around crackheads would it?

P.S. Is Insomniac stupid or just retarded? Someone please explain to me why they think it's okay to continue EDC after a young girl died last year in L.A.? I understand that they can't regulate everyone and what they do, but who doesn't agree that they are basically promoting the use of powerful drugs (commonly ecstasy)? Btw, why Las Vegas? Do they not know LV is infamous for dry and extremely hot summers, so why would they want to stuff a bunch of e-tards at the speedway? To see them have heat strokes and die of dehydration?